Unfortunately we have had an incident this evening during the first night of bear hunting here at the guide service. It is not completely unique to just tonight, or to just this bear season, however I was put on the spot of "did I do my job?" Well that got me to thinking.
Many years ago ( many, many years...) when the Inland Fisheries and Wildlife board congratulated me after passing my oral exam, they said to me, "Kimberley, teach them something, if they go home with nothing else....teach them. And never stop learning!" This was a day I am very proud of. First off, there are not many, and back then even less, lady guides; with even less being hunting guides. Secondly, I worked very hard, and have continued over the years to learn more, be better at what I do; I truly have never stopped learning. When it comes to bear hunting,or just bear in general; I have made a point to learn the ways of the animal. I'm a hunter first, a guide second. I believe one can not be good at just one.
Also, most know and have heard of "Big E" if you have followed any of my writings. He is my husband and has been a wonderful teacher. He learned from his Father, and brothers at a very young age and is an accomplished hunter and trapper. He and I run the guide service together with the help of a true friend who is an accomplished hunter and trapper himself and my Mom in the kitchen. Therefore it is a joint effort in a labor of love and I could not do it without them; honestly wouldn't want to!
Anyway.....tonight we had the misfortune of not being able to recover an animal. This is a situation that I hate as it puts one in an uncomfortable place.....what do I/we say? Do we say anything? Did I somehow fail?
Many years ago (again) Big E and i worked for another guide and guide service before we decided to go on our own. Every Sunday night we were all required to attend "the meeting". It was the "talk". The do's and don't and don't you dare's of hunting camp and bear hunting. Big E and I over the years have contemplated the idea that for several reasons, we too should give "the talk". I was reminded of that tonight.
I thought about it for a while waiting for everyone to get back into camp. I thought about a lot of things......So when everyone got back in, and came in for the evening buffet, I asked for a moment that everyone just listen. I had thought out what I would say and how I would say it as I didn't want to put the person in the spotlight. I figured he probably felt bad enough. I know I would! I also know what it is like to have to wait until the next morning to go and look for an animal. It is grueling! You second guess yourself. You doubt yourself. You feel sick to your stomach and you watch the minutes click by until morning.....My animal was there. I had taken an excellent shot. I had done everything right......but I thought tonight......I thought.......what if? I believe that every hunter at some point, even the pro's have been in that situation. For me though, the thought of a wounded animal that I/we can't find is still terribly hard. That"s just the way I think. Therefore I decided it was time to have "the talk". I was careful; I was kind and then I was informational. Where to place the shot;behind the shoulder and in the middle. You see black bears have very thick and long hair, so three or more inches of blackness under his belly is nothing but thin air. Bring that shot up. I explained how bears often move and lurk in behind the baits looking for motion. I told them out of all the bear I have observed over the years, only one, one time did not look straight at the treestand and at me, yet I moved not an inch nor a muscle. I shared my knowledge; I'm a Master Maine Guide.
However it seems, that possibly it was not accepted in the light that it was given. Do I think that maybe I should have said nothing??? No, I had to. Not only is it my job, but it is a matter of ethics.
What do you think?
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